if only i would get stuff done in my life amiright
fanfiction is shit and so am i so let's go
fight me
fight me bro fight me
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Monday, April 13, 2015
Concept Asthetic
What is scarier to authority than concept? Pretty much nothing. Our lives are a series of goals we create for ourselves, but what if we were to take these goals and instead seek to acheive concept? What if we set out our lives to create not the acheivement but the situations for acheivement. We are to create for ourselves not a reward but an aesthetic.
So this is what I seek to do in mind, body, and soul:acheive asthetic.
But what asthetic in particular?
Well, if I may, let me just list a couple of asthetics that have really been speaking to me recently....
1) The bubble boy who died because he wanted to experience life outside his bubble.
2) Keeping dying roses around because you like how they look
3) Blinking yellow streetlights when the day is too dark and too late
4) Drinking cheep wine out of a coffee mug
5) Living life out of a clean laundry basket instead of putting clothes away
6) A sense of achivement fulfilled from video games
7) When the fluorescent lighting of the classroom makes the black ink on your handout look green
8) An existential fear of commitment
9) When you lie on your side in bed and your eye tears up for no reason and smears your mascara
10) Shitty glitter cosmetics
11) That feeling you get after waking up from an unrestful sleep and youre all sore
12) Turning off auto correct
13) The one bunny that always eats the grass in your yard but you love him so
14) The smell of play-dough
15) excel spreadsheets
16) subtweeting people you really love
17) being in love but not wanting to be because the timing's wrong
18) a bubble bath that smells like soap and roses
19) soap and roses
20) champagne but not drinking it for any reason, just because
21) crying but not because you're sad- because you're relieved
22) the sound of popping bubbles
23) spending time with a puppy dog but feeling sad because its not your dog
24) wearing clothes you hated at first but now you love them
25) the idea that everyone you know and everyone you love, what you know of them exists soley in the confines of your mind
26) studying hard for a test but failing it
27) opening all the windows in your car on the interstate
28) a foggy evening and an even foggier morning
29) sunsets full of clouds and you can't see the sun or any of the colors of the usual sunset
30) sleeping in a bed comfier than your own
So this is what I seek to do in mind, body, and soul:acheive asthetic.
But what asthetic in particular?
Well, if I may, let me just list a couple of asthetics that have really been speaking to me recently....
1) The bubble boy who died because he wanted to experience life outside his bubble.
2) Keeping dying roses around because you like how they look
3) Blinking yellow streetlights when the day is too dark and too late
4) Drinking cheep wine out of a coffee mug
5) Living life out of a clean laundry basket instead of putting clothes away
6) A sense of achivement fulfilled from video games
7) When the fluorescent lighting of the classroom makes the black ink on your handout look green
8) An existential fear of commitment
9) When you lie on your side in bed and your eye tears up for no reason and smears your mascara
10) Shitty glitter cosmetics
11) That feeling you get after waking up from an unrestful sleep and youre all sore
12) Turning off auto correct
13) The one bunny that always eats the grass in your yard but you love him so
14) The smell of play-dough
15) excel spreadsheets
16) subtweeting people you really love
17) being in love but not wanting to be because the timing's wrong
18) a bubble bath that smells like soap and roses
19) soap and roses
20) champagne but not drinking it for any reason, just because
21) crying but not because you're sad- because you're relieved
22) the sound of popping bubbles
23) spending time with a puppy dog but feeling sad because its not your dog
24) wearing clothes you hated at first but now you love them
25) the idea that everyone you know and everyone you love, what you know of them exists soley in the confines of your mind
26) studying hard for a test but failing it
27) opening all the windows in your car on the interstate
28) a foggy evening and an even foggier morning
29) sunsets full of clouds and you can't see the sun or any of the colors of the usual sunset
30) sleeping in a bed comfier than your own
Monday, April 6, 2015
Healthy Obsession
A little perspective, a little hindsight, and a lot of regret never hurt anyone.
Especially not me when I realize my previous ranting post about Hospice by the Antlers is not really the usual loving and teen-like admiration we all experience in our lives. No, this shit was obsessive. Obsessive as in the album was the only thing I listened to for over a month.
So I tried to take this mentality and evaluate many of the other things I spend my time doing. Like the 10 hours I spent putting together my pokemon competitive team. Or maybe the 200+ hours I have on my Animal Crossing New Leaf Game. Or maybe the fact that I have managed to read at least half of the fanfictions for the pokemon main game series out there.
So maybe I'm just an obsessive person, but I know I'm not the only one.
At least, as much as I wish I could be, I'm not this guy. Or maybe even this dear brave soul.
But the more I look, my obsession doesn't seem all that off. Maybe I'm not the only one who possesses this personality characteristic, to obsess. I've got a super cute friend who had her long obsession with the book series Persepolis (which is a fantastic book series so it's totally justified ;) ). I've got another bro who I know has this affinity for all things French, slap an Eiffel Tower on something and she will be all over that. And my own young sister somehow manages to spend all her time on pinterest and has over 2000 followers I don't understand this at all still what the hell Lily.
So maybe, all in all, these things should really be relabeled. Our compulsory attraction and affinity to a given concept, entity, or being should not be ridiculed, but held in esteem. These are not our obsessions, these are our passions.
Yeah, that's your passion. This is your passion.
Now what you need to do is grab it by the reins and go, run as fast as you can. Chase it and, if you're willing, make it yours.
This is what most people label as the epitome of employment, to make money off of your passion, and you can do it!
But what if you haven't found your passion yet? Or maybe you realize it's not really gonna be the best way to make money?
Don't worry my friend, just keep at it. Things will come with time.
Especially not me when I realize my previous ranting post about Hospice by the Antlers is not really the usual loving and teen-like admiration we all experience in our lives. No, this shit was obsessive. Obsessive as in the album was the only thing I listened to for over a month.
So I tried to take this mentality and evaluate many of the other things I spend my time doing. Like the 10 hours I spent putting together my pokemon competitive team. Or maybe the 200+ hours I have on my Animal Crossing New Leaf Game. Or maybe the fact that I have managed to read at least half of the fanfictions for the pokemon main game series out there.
So maybe I'm just an obsessive person, but I know I'm not the only one.
At least, as much as I wish I could be, I'm not this guy. Or maybe even this dear brave soul.
But the more I look, my obsession doesn't seem all that off. Maybe I'm not the only one who possesses this personality characteristic, to obsess. I've got a super cute friend who had her long obsession with the book series Persepolis (which is a fantastic book series so it's totally justified ;) ). I've got another bro who I know has this affinity for all things French, slap an Eiffel Tower on something and she will be all over that. And my own young sister somehow manages to spend all her time on pinterest and has over 2000 followers I don't understand this at all still what the hell Lily.
So maybe, all in all, these things should really be relabeled. Our compulsory attraction and affinity to a given concept, entity, or being should not be ridiculed, but held in esteem. These are not our obsessions, these are our passions.
Yeah, that's your passion. This is your passion.
Now what you need to do is grab it by the reins and go, run as fast as you can. Chase it and, if you're willing, make it yours.
This is what most people label as the epitome of employment, to make money off of your passion, and you can do it!
But what if you haven't found your passion yet? Or maybe you realize it's not really gonna be the best way to make money?
Don't worry my friend, just keep at it. Things will come with time.
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